His hands touched my skin as a jolt tares threw my body and hits my heart. I feel light headed so I take another drink that makes this the shortest I ever drank. His eyes lock on to mine the same jolt hits me again. 'Fuck' Runs threw my head as I head to the bar for a shot. 'Why do I put myself threw this shit. I knew if I saw him again I would be in a bad place.' I asked only to myself, no one else could hear these ramblings in the head of this girl.

My body shakes as he gets closer and I can feel his hands on me in my mind eye. I knew what was to come tonight. But I didnt want only that I wanted HIM. Not just his body but his mind, his heart, his friendship just Him and all of it. I was so scared I got another one a rum and coke no ice. Drinking it as fast as I could I feel the alcohol starting to creep on me.

Slowly the room started to spin a little as I realize I need to leave. Leave here and leave him behind me.

(more to come...writers block)